Open Letter to Man’s Mind
Inaction is my most uncomfortable state of being; especially when what I want to do most in the world is move. I felt this yesterday when I was notified of my stepfather’s unexpected passing and knowing that over 1700 miles separated me from my grieving family. I completed the task of booking the earliest possible flight home and spent the rest of the evening pacing the floors of my mind. At the gate I watched my flight’s crew check in and walk the ramp to the plane and I thanked every one of them for pursuing what may have been a childhood dream to fly, completing endless hours of flight school, and logging countless hours of flight time; enduring what I’m sure have been pay cuts and furloughs but still forging ahead with hands on the throttle. I thanked the flight attendants walking to the gate with coffee in hand and sleepy eyes, for waking up with the alarm or wake-up call and making it to the crew shuttle and thus, to the airport on time to keep my flight from being delayed. As I sat in my seat, I felt the first shred of peace as the powerful thrusters came to life; finally moving me at a rate of speed I could live with and had been waiting for hours before. The engines continued their roar under my chair; pumping with fuel, the blood of countless years of engineering, design, and testing from those who, as young men and women, may have bent over a desk at MIT, working on a physics problem or calculation. I felt the brains, sweat, and committment of many, driving my body down a runway and eventually into the air, making an enemy of gravity and lifting me swiftly closer to my mother’s grieving arms.




Amy, I envy that piece of your heart from which your writing flows. That corner of your soul from whence your inspiration is derived. I can smell the grease and the jet fuel. Feel the friction of rubber on tarmac. I can feel the rush of wind lifting those tons of steel off the ground, with you nestled snugly (depending on leg room, perhaps too much so) in your cradle of plastic and metal alloys. On your way home. To return in kind the love that your mother has so blessed you with all these years. To hold her close and comfort her. To ease her pain. Her amazing daughter. Home again.